the Soloist

can't wait for this to come out, shit like this makes me wish I never gave up on the violin haha.

not completes me,

but compliments my existence.
6 months<3
It's 7:18pm, and I'm starting to find that I'm not such a good writer. I've been sitting her for at least 20 min. trying to start this post off. It's hard not to sound corny and shit.
Today we have been together for 6 months. I know to some people 6 months may not be too long, but even before him and I officially got together, we made some of the best memories. 4 years of friend ship. Him leaving couldn't even get me to forget about him, or stop thinking about him. About how he was doing, If he ever thought about Vegas, well ME lol. I don't know why it took me so long to admit to myself that I cared about him way more then I led everyone to think I did. I finally did it though, and it's the best think I've ever done. Sometimes I'm not sure if he knows or understands how much I love and care about him, but I'm sure he feels the same way about me. Two stubborn people in love with each other. It's probably the only possible thing we really always "fight" over. Who loves each other more? Honestly it doesn't matter. I know we love each other with every thing we got, and it's enough to keep us extremely happy. Well I know I am atleast, haha. I look around, and I know they're people that want what we got. I honestly don't have to sit and talk about all of this for people to know we're content. Actions speak louder then words.


I'm in love with my Bestfriend.

"i wants" list

eatable body cream from Victoria's Secret



acai berry detox diet pills HOLLER!



SG BOOK


bare minerals












BDG cuffed pleated shorts

no specific order. theres more to be added to the list ;P

BLUBLUBLUBLU

the iBOOB

app. I think its amazing .

random

dogggiiiesssss



cactus dick HAHAAH, lurkin the neighbors back yard.



Valentine's day rose from Jason<33

stuck

I feel like im stuck in my room, on the bed, behind the darkness of my eyelids. Being sick fucking sucks,HIVES suck. I have nothing better at all to do...




haha, rihannna and chris brown, HEELARIOUS.
Yeah i think its fucked up for a guy to put hands on any woman. BUT chris brown? lmfao the guy who sang with elmo? SWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTTT.



Gran Torino, i watched it finally over the weekend.
It almost made me cry AHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

My teeth are falling.

Dreams that your teeth are falling out are the most common dreams . Common dream scenarios include having your teeth crumble in your hands, fall out one by one with just a light tap, grow crooked or rot. Such dreams are not only horrifying and shocking, but often leaves the dreamer with a lasting image of the dream. So what does it mean?One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you. Sadly, we live in a world where good looks are valued highly and your teeth play an important role in conveying that image. Teeth are used in the game of flirtations, whether it be a dazzling and gleaming smile or affectionate necking. These dreams may stem from a fear of your sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old. Teeth are an important feature of our attractiveness and presentation to others. Everybody worries about how they appear to others. Caring about our appearance is natural and healthy.Another rationalization for these falling teeth dream may be rooted in your fear of being embarrassed or making a fool of yourself in some specific situation. These dreams are an over-exaggeration of your worries and anxiety.
Weirdly I always remember my dreams, Clearly. From waking up crying because shit seems so real, to my teeth falling out. I like studying my dreams because it helps me find out shit about my own damn self. It helps me understand myself a little better, and also admit things I don't necessarilly don't want to.

Everything is always okay until you wonder back to the past. I don't like working myself up over the past. People can go ahead and say they're living in the present, but I know if they look back, and see something they don't want to, it's fucking wack. It hurts. I'm not sure if guys are like that, but i definitely know girls are. Anything we see from the past. We work ourselves up over it.